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It continues to blur together. The voices mingle, they attempt to tingle past delusions that conquered my senses. It takes over my days and invades the sanctity of my intimate relationships–it has cursed me to desire a life of solitude, as it seems anybody could become a trigger to my cells… I try to be in love and yet I can barely function when I get a moment alone, every other act sets me off and I have to hold back. It isn’t fair when he loves me enough to sacrifice worlds in exchange for my loving attention, it becomes a burden on both of our souls that long for one another