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dear@des.fyi

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another trick i wouldn’t trust

It was decent enough being picked up in his Model S, his driving was suspect though he was not familiar with driving in the city—I think this is a poor excuse, you could find out a lot about the human mind watching them drive. I thought it awful kind he offered to show me how, encouraging me to get my permit—a good excuse to get behind a Tesla.

We went to a wine bar, that was simply a bar because the wine bar upper floor was closed 5 days a week. Whatever. We drank some red wine, I don’t even recall what it was at this point. It’s irrelevant. We were not carded.

We talked for a couple hours, I really got to know him without ever finding out his name. 44 years old. Lost his virginity at 28, a masters in Mathematics and Computer science. A software engineer that manages a whole team—oh but this mans head is a mess, he wants to make his dreams reality but needs someone like me. Southern Indian, not a vegetarian, he is a good cook…I wouldn’t mind trying his goat. Arranged marriage, now divorced, two daughters (I am almost certain he said sons but he quickly corrected me), 6 and 10. He doesn’t believe there is right or wrong, it’s all a matter of perception.. Well… I’m inclined to agree to an extent, but I am wary of his character after finding out those last two things. Is this guy making enough to support not only himself, his wife, his two daughters, but also, a prostitute in San Francisco?

I don’t feel good about this guy, I can’t be too judgmental considering I happily spent a night with him and got a few hundred from him (I should have been paid more).

Took me to a Tesla charging station, booked a hotel (allegedly), we made out a little… then he pulled out into a “low key” section of the parking lot. He put the seat back, got on top of me.. this man was moaning like a helpless baby. Sucking on my nipples, his ass out, I could see the security pass us by.

VIIIX