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Ethan02
The truth finally began to spill out, but I held in my vomit—waiting for the perfect moment in time to come, and it will. You must already know how I feel, don’t you? Do you feel the same way? I heard your voice say it to me in my head the first time I came around your place. I’m clinically insane for you & it is clear that the way I feel is nothing like the cliché that has been sold to me by deranged guys reverently who hadn’t a clue that none of what they said was true.
Your face burned into my mind. Your eyes. Your smile, those teeth of yours… how you constantly spin out with worry but your voice tells a different story. I love to hear your voice as I fall asleep, it brings me comfort even if it isn’t, “real”. I’m at peace now that there is nothing else to see but a future of fulfilled dreams with your arms around me.