des.fyi

dear@des.fyi

092923

9.29.23

You’ve penetrated my mind,

all these thoughts that sink deep inside,

so beautiful with you caught up within its twine.

The snapping & connecting of brain neurons;

continuously thinking of everything we’re on,

the ways you will be mine…

I’m feeling lost in time,

with how much it has passed by—

without you in my life to keep it in line.

Those nightmares that leaked into the daytime

now seem emotionally detached from my life

since your existence became acquainted with mine.

How bizarre.

You’ve taken my heart,

once so battered,

muscle wasted away—

it’s now rejuvenating

with your eyes drawn to mine.

Nothing so strange as a soul to tuck inside.

I thought I’d die before finding one

to feast upon,

to regurgitate—

as it is not mine to keep—

rather,

one to lick,

and to feed.

Growth is the objective,

the key to immortality.

You’re everything.

Staring out the window,

it seems so clear—

not a smudge in sight.

Can you see me—

as clearly as I see you?

Won’t you tell me every story you’ll ever have,

as I lay beside you,

stuck in our eternal dream?

XXIIIXXV